Day 348 – Week 50 – 50 minutes (0)

Pathetic.

Nothing at all.

You would think that I would be going through a period where I was going all out to make the targets as I approach the end of this experiment, but this is not happening at all.

Now, I just feel like I’m going through the motions until I get to the end.

The truth is, I just don’t care enough about being a superfit, superthin exercise nut. I want to be healthy, I don’t want to be a total slob – but am I prepared to push myself to get into the best condition I possibly can be? It seems not.

I will continue to do a bit on some days, and a bit more on others – but the truth is, it is highly unlikely I am ever going to be Kelly Holmes or Cathy Freeman. And, I really have no problem accepting that….

Of course, I DO have a hard time accepting I am never going to be Princess Leia…

Suzi